tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-200098422011-04-21T12:17:38.315-07:00Just some words from a mom trying to be a good mom while desperately struggling to find out what i want to be and doKhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03326826214120866635noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20009842.post-1135018744493148602005-12-19T10:54:00.000-08:002005-12-19T10:59:04.500-08:00<span style="font-size:85%;color:#cc33cc;">TV I mean. I struggle with guilt. Has Kayla seen to much tv? I can't seem to get a good balance. I feel bad if I don't let her watch one more show, then I feel like I must be the worlds worst mother for letting her watch. Then I can't seem to find the energy to do a damn thing. We just moved into a new house last week but I cannot find the energy to take care of anything!! I am getting a major guilt trip from my mother who apparently doesn't think that a puppy and some toys is a enough stuff to get for Christmas. I personally think it's plenty, especially since the dog was $299! Grr. Anyway, I am 25 years old, married, and have a 4 year old little girl, a cat, and a Rat Terrier puppy(who is akc registered stud-what a stud!) and I have no idea what the hell I want to do. I feel bored almost everyday. Any suggestions???? I need friends too. I have no friends that are younger mothers, it is hard.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/20009842-113501874449314860?l=mommywords.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Khttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03326826214120866635noreply@blogger.com1